~*~*~*Catherine//26//Denver~*~*~*
Pieces, 2018
I got exciting news Christmas Eve that my favorite coffee shop in Denver wanted me to display my art for January and February. I felt extremely motivated to complete one more piece before hanging everything. In 6 days, I completed this quilt with pieces of fabric I’ve been saving for over a decade, from previous projects and small bits I’ve just been collecting. I did an overlay with a multicolored thread that spirals out from the center. I’m so proud of this piece and the memories it holds for me.
I’m so depressed that I can’t even function properly or talk to anyone about it because I feel like such a fucking burden. I’m just screaming into the void here because I don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to. Can’t afford health insurance, so I can’t find help. Drowning in debt and in a job that makes me cry every day yet again. I’ve been picking at my skin like crazy and i have so many scars on my face and back. I’m either unable to eat or eating everything in sight so I always feel sick. I feel so burnt out on life, like it’s gonna be like this forever.
Comfort in Intimacy, 2017-2018
wooden hoops, muslin, cotton thread
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I started this series unsure of where it would lead me. It is my first complete collection and I am so happy with how every piece turned out. My work will be on display at The Bark in Tallahassee, FL for the month of February!
Photos by Austin Drawhorn @thedrawhorns
and a special thanks to frecklekitten who put her trust in me with her photo.
I finally found the perfect nanny position and they want me to watch the kids on a week day this week to see how things go. I know they like me and will probably hire me as their nanny. I want to quit my fucking job now. I literally can’t take it anymore. I’ve got back and forth about walking out so many times. I just want to get out of here I’m so tired of waiting.
*rips bong while on deathbed*
I’m buying myself a bong tomorrow so this will become my reality
(Source : godshideouscreation, via echodrones)
Pretty much getting to the point where I wanna throw myself out a window every god damn day because I hate everyone and I hate my job :-)